Though I was never cruel to anyone other than using wrong words my softer side was seldom revealed for I never met someone who cared to look under my hard surface. In fact, I never got enough love to open my heart to someone. Most of the times, I was misunderstood, so I was dealt harshly instead, and I returned the favor accordingly. Thus, I may talk a lot but my deepest emotion stays intact. I do not really believe in soulmate but I think there exists a special someone for everyone with whom they can be the happiest. Regardless, I may die with a heavy heart that I never met my special lady. Till then I will carry around an ocean of unexplored emotion in the remote corner of my heart.
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